Winter break is coming. I can almost see it. Well, maybe not but I think that I need to convince myself of this in order to keep on going. This has been a very hard school year already. I am trying so hard to just hang in there and I'm supposed to be getting "excellent" grades, not just barely making it. Returning is always so hard, I suppose. You adjust not only to the change in hours, but you are always "working." There is no real break from it, especially when you have exams coming up. Every spare moment that I've had, I've wanted to relax and sleep. Not study more and do more homework. I don't know if it gets harder as you get older or if it gets easier. Do you take it more seriously as you get older? I thought so but I'm feeling like a flake right now since all that I want to do is get some quiet time.
Monday, October 30, 2006
Wednesday, October 18, 2006
It seems so peaceful in our home at the moment. Cats are laying and cleaning. Husband is getting ready to fall asleep. I'm finally winding down. These longer days are so hard to get sometimes. I feel exhausted. I can not wait for our home to feel like a home again. I don't know how much more we can handle here. I love our home. I hate our landlords. We can't afford to move (rent price is excellent!). What do we do? I don't know. I'm just enjoying the peace right now.
Posted by Chelsea at 10:54 PM
Thursday, October 12, 2006
I absolutely want to scream. I have been going crazy with our stupid landlords. I hate that we don't own this place. We have been dealing with so much cr*p from our landlords that I just don't know what to do anymore. I want so badly to just scream at them until they get that they are being bastards. Actually, I think that they know but they just don't seem to care. I sure hope that this bull ends soon!